the little of my heart crying

salam ; (

i can't close my eyes..dad..i hope u okay there..i cry at home coz i'm afraid from missing u..u are my super duper dad in this world..i don't want u to leave me ryte now..when i see u lying down just now i feel sad coz if can i want to change place wif u..biar anakmu yang mrane xpe..jnjy ayah shat slalu n u can continue ur work..ayah ingat ark dlu ayah pnh ckap ayah xan tggal an kami adq brdk slagy kami sume blum kwen..ayah nak cgat ngok sume anak2 ayah kwen an..if u want to see us get married..u must be strong n fight wif ur disease..

dad..
i really2 sad..u get many disease..u also always think about ur children..what we eat..what we want to buy..u don't have to think so much..that is more important that u should think..ur health..u must take care of yourself..don't think about another thing..blank ur mind n juz relax..don't worry wif ur children..me n akak will take care of them very much..i promise to u..i will study as good as i can to achieve the best result..i want u to be epy..juz for u mom n dad..